When I first arrived at this session, I thought I would simply close my eyes and rest for a bit before leaving. However, as I entered a trance-like state, I found myself traveling through my memories of time and space. At first, I thought it was all just my imagination, but I trusted my feelings and continued.
I began by regressing to the year 1671, where I saw myself as a female living in a village called Kudunal in South India. My friends called me Tirumala and I was standing on a rock by the sea. I was wearing a knee-length sari and had jewelry on my nose and ears. Although my physical body and face were different, I felt a strong sense of familiarity. I was about to jump into the sea for fun with my friends, who were collecting corals, shells, and pearls from the deep ocean.
As I explored this past life, I discovered that I was living in a large, wealthy household with many servants and my family. I came across my grandmother in this past life and recognized her as my mother in my current life. My father in this past life was sitting on a swing nearby. I had been playing outside with my friends and was wet and covered in sand. My past life mother instructed some female servants to take me for a bath. The bathroom was huge, and my grandmother gave the servants a bowl of leafy paste mixed with oil to apply to my body. The smell was strong but beautiful.
I spent my days dancing, singing, and playing with weapons. My family loved me very much and my younger brother from my current life was also my younger brother in this past life. However, one day I saw that I was getting married to a black, strong, and ugly man who was around 15 years older than me. No one was happy about this marriage, including myself, but I still went through with it because of my father. This was the last day that I ever sang, danced, or felt happy. I was 23 or 24 when I got married.
Fast forward in my trance, I saw that I was 37 years old with three children, two daughters and a son. My husband was a cruel and unfeeling person and I never felt happy or safe with him. I was working hard, managing the farms, servants, and property. I was wearing a lot of jewelry, but it didn’t bring me any joy. Eventually, I saw my death when I was 65, suffering from a breathing problem and being overweight. But even in death, I felt a sense of lightness and joy.
Through this past life experience, I learned that I need to love and care for myself more and pursue my passions and hobbies. I also learned that it is important to marry someone who makes me feel happy, joyful, and complete. Now, I can recognize this feeling and make better choices for myself.
After experiencing this past life, I saw myself moving on to another life. I found myself in my mother’s womb, feeling safe, warm, and happy. I gradually grew up and my parents were white. I could hear music in the womb, as if someone was playing the piano. Flash forward, I was a 6-year-old boy playing in a playground, trying to learn horse riding. I saw many horses and other boys riding them. It was the year 1600 AD. My name was Eddy, and my father was in the army.
Flash forward again, I saw myself as a 16-year-old when wild animals attacked our camp. Many people were running towards them with weapons and fire. I was hiding somewhere with my father’s gun, but I couldn’t handle it properly. I tried firing, but I hurt myself. I wanted to save the animals and my people, and I knew I could do it. But, as I was about to jump into the battle, my mother came and held me so tightly that I couldn’t move. I tried convincing her to let me go, but she wouldn’t. I was angry, but I knew she loved me and would never let me harm myself.
At this point, Dr. Shalini asked me what I would have done to stop the animals, and she asked me to imagine doing so. I imagined that my mother let me go, and I ran towards the animals with fire in my hand. From a safe distance, I gathered some dry sticks and lit them. I got a big stick and drew a line, and I stared at the animals. I don’t know exactly what kind of animals they were, but they were from the tiger family. I stared at them, and they stared back at me. By drawing the line, I showed them that this was my area and they should go back to the deep forest where they belonged. They were roaring at me, and I was doing the same. After a few moments, they all left silently. Everyone gathered around me and were cheering for me.
After this, I saw myself as a 27-year-old in a battle. This war was between two communities. Someone shot me near my chest, and I died. I saw my body, that of a young, white, handsome man, but this time I wasn’t happy to die. I knew this wasn’t the end for me. I realized that war is not the solution for any problem. I could have made them all understand this. They were all grown-up people, and they could have sat down and discussed their issues, whatever political differences they had, and resolved them without war.
My father and mother from my current life were my parents in this life, and I was their only child. My father was always in favor of war, but my mother always taught me love and peace. I was very close to my mother and loved her very much. I knew she would be very sad because of my death, but I just wanted to tell her that “Mom, you were always right. War is not the solution for anything. There is always love and peace which are the true nature of human beings. I love you so much, Mom, and I promise you I’ll always be there with you.” This feeling was so strong that I was almost in tears during my trance.
This past life experience helped me understand some issues from my current life. I’ve always been afraid of animals after a certain age because my mother said I was too friendly with them as a child. She instilled this fear in me out of love and care. Whenever I’m with nature, I feel like I’m one with it, but there was always something missing.
After this past life experience, I am sure that I will be able to fully embrace my true nature towards animals and the Earth. I realized that there are still some differences with my father, even though we love each other very much. However, I have learned that these differences stem from past lives. My relationship with my mother is still very close, and her teachings are still the same. One important insight I gained from this past life experience is that in my current life, I have a slight, unexplained deformity in the same spot where I was fatally hit by a bullet during the war. Although this life journey was short, I learned many valuable lessons.
After this, I progressed to the year 2027, where I saw myself riding a Royal Enfield motorcycle in Ladakh with my husband sitting behind me. I am happily married to this man for 12-13 years. Going back in time a few years, I saw the moment when I met him. We were at a function and got involved in a friendly conversation while taking food. I could see myself, and I looked beautiful. He was tall, fair, handsome, and well-dressed. Although I couldn’t see his face, I could tell he had a foreign accent. This experience helped me understand how I can find my life partner.
Next, I saw myself sitting quietly in meditation near Mansarovar. I am 60-65 years old and appear to be an enlightened and peaceful person. I know the art of leaving this body peacefully and traveling ahead. Although I was not allowed to continue the journey, I knew it was very happy and joyful ahead.
After all these past and future life journeys, I finally connected with my spiritual guide. He had always been present, but I had not allowed him to connect due to my disbelief. Now, I know how to connect with him, and he will always guide me. I named him Shiva, my friend, and my guide. He is not a physical body, but rather a source of strong energy and bright, colorful light. This energy helped me to clear all the negative clusters in my body, which had been causing me problems such as memory loss and stomach and abdomen related issues. But now, I am completely free of them. I also received important messages about my path in life.
I want to extend my gratitude and thanks to Dr. Shalini and Capt. Avinash, my masters, and spirit guides who guided me and helped me to heal myself. When I came out of the trance, I thought I had only been lying there for an hour, but I was surprised to see that it had been almost 5 hours.
This journey of my lives was amazing and memorable. I received answers to all of my questions, and I feel much more positive and joyful after this session. Thank you again to everyone who was involved. I would like to come back soon for future progression.